juss wanna write it down....

So my sister DeAnna and her beautiful family are moving to Oregon...David (her hubbs) got an awesome job there and will be leaving the third week in April...I AM SAD! I will miss the crap out of her...I feel so blessed to have a sister, and not to mention my nephew Landon...oh how I love the crap outta that kid...I hope we get to go see them in Oregon...(if she will have me)...I am happy for them and hope things work out for them...best wishes to my sister and her family...I love you!

a pic or two

Im addicted to taking sleeping pictures:P
We were reading scriptures and this is how miss Kamdiddy fell asleep...
And my love...he came for Christmas and rocked my world!

ITS OFFICIAL, I'M.........

Weaned off my antidepressants! Yes, no more crazy chemicals making me crazy!! It has been so long since I last posted...It took about two months to come off all the way and it was hard, but I pushed through it and now Im drug free! I have been supplementing with herbs and essential oils...so far so good...My neighbor and dear friend Kristen has helped me out with deciding what was best for me to take...right now Im taking a little pill two times a day, it has a blend of Vitamin C, niacin, folic acid, biotin, magnesium and other fun stuff...I feel pretty good so far...I am learning to deal with the natural stress and anxiety that come into my life...Im "getting over it" pretty well if I do say so myself:) Life is good! Kevin is doing very good in school and LOVES drafting...aaaahhh i so love him...he is STILL looking for a job and will keep looking until he finds one...He was doing maintenance and snow removal here at our apartments, but now we are moving into a three bedroom town house and he cant keep this job...oh well...the search is still on...We are moving into our new place March 1st...right now we are in a TINY two bedroom one bath and cant stand it! We are literally busting at the seams...I have tried getting rid of stuff and keeping things clean and organized but its a no go...Oh and we want Thomas to have his privacy when he comes to stay with us...the place we are moving into has a two car garage, two bathrooms, and a back yard! All of this for $100. more than we are paying now...Im excited and sad at the same time...we love our ward and our calling, we love our neighbors and their kids....but we wont be too far away:) Kambree is now 5! oh my goooooodness! She is excited to start school next year but her mommy is so not! Oh well, i gotta let go sometime...Im thinking about starting her in Piano sometime soon...she has shown an interest in playing when she is around one and she sounds like she is a natural already! Kathryn is STILL Mommy's girl! I heart her so much...she loves to be with her sister and its so fun to watch them play...I think maybe preschool next year will be good for her...she needs to be around more kids her age and its time for her to be more social with others....she is very focused and does not like to be bothered when doing something....Thomas is going to be 12! OH how time flies...my little baby boy is growing up! I cant wait to have him this summer...The Dressing Your Truth Energy Profiling program has really helped me understand him and myself...I appreciate him and his many talents he has...he is such a fun loving happy boy and can make anyone laugh...Ill try to post pictures soon, i have been having problems with that so we will see...ta ta for now!

More Before and After

The first one is After and the second one is before...EEEEEWWWW! I looked and felt so bad! I never wore jewelry and when I did I felt ugly in it. I never felt worthy to be around my beautiful friends. I often wondered why they even liked me! Well, now I know that Its not my looks that they were after! They like for my soft loving nature, and I think I can be a real HOOT sometimes!

I love being a Type 2!!

I couldn't post pictures on here with out squeezing in some of the girls! I carved the pumpkin..cant you tell:) the girls would have nothing to do with his "guts" Kambree started to gag!

This is me "Dressing my Truth" I love the confidence I have now..and I actually LOVE to shop for myself!

I have started doing Intro Parties with a friend and some other women who have started this program. This has been a life changing experience for me. I am so grateful to have had this experience. During our parties we show a DVD that explains the Four Types of Energy and after that a few of us show our before pictures...including me..yeah EEEEWWW! While our pictures are up we each go up and stand next to it...we explain our experiences with life before and after Dressing Your Truth..this last week I went up and stood up next to my before picture and heard gasps! I thought I would be scared to speak in front of so many women, but it was awesome, and so liberating to tell my story! Every woman should Dress her Truth!!

I hate scarves, but this one looks good! I never thought of myself as being "pretty" or "beautiful" or even wearing pink or soft muted colors...I LOVE IT!! I have realised that I am a beautiful woman inside and out!

New Mexico Trip Pt 2

So here is part 2 of our New Mexico trip..FINALLY:) The picture above is Kathryn with her Papa...this was the last night with them, we cooked hot dogs and roasted marsh mellows..the girls had a blast!

Some of the pictures are fuzzy, the girls really enjoyed my mom...this was the first time Kathryn and her Nanna have met and it was a very special experience for both...the bond the two of them formed was amazing..

This on of my moms many dogs...her name is Alley, She LOVES kids! as you can tell, Kathryn has her wrapped up in a blanket and is pretending she is a baby:)

Kambree and Kathryn both got to ride the tractor with Nanna and Papa...I hope they never forget that experience...

Papa taught Kambree how to rope...I love her in this picture, she looks like a pro already!

The girls got to ride Dock, this is my moms new love...and I must say that Im pretty much in love with him too...he seriously is the most gentle, soft hearted man I have ever met:)

I love his color and the way he stands...LOOK at his muscles!! YUMNESS!!

This is one of my favorite pictures ever!! Thomas loves his sisters and this really shows their love for each other...Im so lucky to have such loving children:)

The girls are surrounded by dogs:) they love it!

Kathryn is a hard child to get to know...she doesnt usually let people in, but Nanna stole her heart:)

This is Bella, my brothers woman...all I can say is I WANT HER!! I love this dog! Every morning she would

Thomas used to take baths in this HUGE tub, he talks about it all the time and now the girls are making memories in it!

And one more:) This trip was the best trip. I loved spending time with my mom. It was a much needed vacation. We got to see Thomas for a few days, and I got to see my cousin Alicia and her new baby girl! It was also nice to see my brother Justin. Its been so long...One thing I learned from this experience, is that three years is WAY to long to go with out seeing my family..I wont make that mistake again...

Halloween!

Here are some pictures of Halloween..oh and a before and after picture of Dressing Your Truth...

Ok the one on the left is the after picture...the nasty one on the right is the before one...It makes me sick...just sayin:) I will get a better after picture soon!

Kambree and Kathryn were butterfly faeries...we had so so so much fun with the makeup and hair spray! I wish my Thomas was here to enjoy this with us...we think about him all of the time...Im crossing my fingers that he will be here for Christmas!!