sometimes i get really sad and i don't know why. this time it has lasted for three weeks. my husband has noticed. i just cant be happy for some reason. i feel mad or angry for no reason. i really wish i could figure out what was wrong with me. i struggle with this so much, its really getting old. i wish i could just drink myself to sleep some days, but i have my babies to look after and they come first. how can i be a good mom to them when i feel like this. i feel mentally sick sometimes. i deal with issues from my childhood on a day to day basis and im sick of it. i need to pull out of this..........
