chridstmas pictures

k well this is the Christmas card I made to send to everyone and I didn't do it!! I am officially LAZY soooo here it is!!

walmart!!!

ok so tonight is not really a funny story about walmart but just my experience at work tonight. I went into work at six pm and was scheduled to work until eleven pm. I was up working the service desk and about two hours into my shift my manager comes over to me with a panicked look on his face and says to the customer im helping "you need to leave, get your kids out of here"! Im thinking he's being rude and he tells me I need to leave too. I asked why and he replies "we are evacuating the building"! PANIC PANIC!! So the woman leaves (runs) to the door with all three of her kids in the basket and makes it safely outside. I get outside and ask what the problem is and im told its a minor gas leak! ok so its cool they evacuated everyone but the panic management put into EVERYONE was not cool. Anywho i got to come home almost three hours early and they closed the whole store for the night! YAY!!!

sick n tired

I must say I am sick and tired of feeling like crap! Everyday all day I feel sad and useless, tired and worn down. I lack motivation for anything important such as, playing with my kids, cleaning my house and even spending quality time with my husband. I thought I was unhappy in St George because I lived under someone else's roof but I'm finding out that its something else. I also thought it was because I needed to get out of the house and maybe work a few hours a week. That's not it either. I don't feel happy. Well I went to the Dr. here and told her what was going on and mentioned that I am still nursing Kathryn at night and I cant seam to lose weight. I am active everyday at work for about five to six hours straight and I eat pretty well too. I don't stuff myself or binge on food like I used to. Still though I cant seam to shake it off. She mentioned that my hormones could be affecting how I feel and that my estrogen is low since I have only had ONE period since Kathryn's birth almost 16 months ago! I do have an IUD but its the para guard copper one that has no extra hormones in it so most likely its the breast feeding at night that's doing it. She sent me to have my blood drawn and now will check everything. She said she will start me on Wellbutrin antidepressant once she gets my blood work back. OH YAY another freaking antidepressant. Well she said its different than the ones I have been on and it focuses on motivation and energy. She mentioned that most people lose weight on it too:) I feel like I'm in this endless cycle of being unhappy about my appearance and that makes me lazy because I lack the motivation for anything because I just don't see the point. I probably make no sense but it feels good to get it out. Oh and my camera is missing. Cant find it anywhere!! I have wanted to post pictures and even take a few the last few weeks but I cant find the stupid thing!!! GGGRRRRRRRRRR!

Kathryn says.....

Here are some things Kathryn is saying now.

• momma
• daddy
• ew!
• baba
• owie
• baby, but she says bebe
• no
• otoh

She also can throw a real mean fit when she's mad at you. She walks into the corner and screams and wont let anyone near her! She's so funny!!! Any who i sooo wish i could post pictures right about now.......waiting waiting waiting......

pictures

k so i have been trying and trying to upload pictures of the kids from Christmas but for some reason my camera is not wanting to cooperate with the computer! Kevin said he would fix it for me but who knows when that's gonna be. He is in school from seven to four during the week and when he gets home the last thing he wants to do is work. I'm sure ill get(make) him do it sooner or later. till then just use your imaginations k!